I am totally not motivated.. can't it be summer already?!!
*Sigh*
Still no word from the imfamous best friends.. wow.. what a surprise!
Boy didn't see that one coming( Note the sacarsm).
I am finding it really intriuging that people that I haven't talked to in a while.. are now emailing me and wondering why i haven't been in touch!!
hmm.. I WONDER WHY?!!
boy it amazes me how clueless some ppl REALLY are!!
Maybe the guilt is settling in and the reality that I am not just not doing it anymore!!
I have had enough!!
I am so done - stick a fork in me!!
Saturday, March 29, 2008
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
thoughts picking at my brain!
Part One: School Ending/ Summer
The semester at school is quickly coming to an end. For that I am happy- I am ready for this school year to be over!! I have no idea what I should be doing this summer. Usually I am pretty secure in my job selection BUT this year not so sure. This could be due to the fact that I would rather be somewhere BUT Vancouver. But with my sister graduating from highschool this yr- that is not an option. I need to be home. *sigh*
Part 2: FRIENDSHIPS
I am tired of being the one that cares and the only wants to make them work. Frankly I am just plain tired! This year I made a decision that I am not calling ppl frequently , not sending updates, not sending postcards or letters. My feelings are what is the point?!! They are not appreciated and the favor is not return. Before I would have gotten mad and felt sad, but now I just have stopped feeling or caring. They don't care, why should I?!
Why should I cry another tear when they are clearing not crying about me. NOPE!
SORRY!
And i realised that Best friends aren't what they are cracked up to be!!!
They are uncapable of returning phone calls, emails, facebook messages etc! I have been more than patient! The GRACE PERIOD IS OVER!
FYI: BEING BUSY IS NOT AN EXCUSE!! EVERYONE IS BUSY AND SUGGESTING THAT YOU ARE MORE BUSY IS NOT ONLY RUDE BUT INSULTING!!
IF YOU CARED, YOU WOULD MAKE THE TIME!!
I MAKE THE TIME!!
BUT MY TIME AND PATIENCE HAS RAN OUT!!
I know that I am not that forgetable.. and i know that i deserve to be treated better!!
The semester at school is quickly coming to an end. For that I am happy- I am ready for this school year to be over!! I have no idea what I should be doing this summer. Usually I am pretty secure in my job selection BUT this year not so sure. This could be due to the fact that I would rather be somewhere BUT Vancouver. But with my sister graduating from highschool this yr- that is not an option. I need to be home. *sigh*
Part 2: FRIENDSHIPS
I am tired of being the one that cares and the only wants to make them work. Frankly I am just plain tired! This year I made a decision that I am not calling ppl frequently , not sending updates, not sending postcards or letters. My feelings are what is the point?!! They are not appreciated and the favor is not return. Before I would have gotten mad and felt sad, but now I just have stopped feeling or caring. They don't care, why should I?!
Why should I cry another tear when they are clearing not crying about me. NOPE!
SORRY!
And i realised that Best friends aren't what they are cracked up to be!!!
They are uncapable of returning phone calls, emails, facebook messages etc! I have been more than patient! The GRACE PERIOD IS OVER!
FYI: BEING BUSY IS NOT AN EXCUSE!! EVERYONE IS BUSY AND SUGGESTING THAT YOU ARE MORE BUSY IS NOT ONLY RUDE BUT INSULTING!!
IF YOU CARED, YOU WOULD MAKE THE TIME!!
I MAKE THE TIME!!
BUT MY TIME AND PATIENCE HAS RAN OUT!!
I know that I am not that forgetable.. and i know that i deserve to be treated better!!
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